Urrrgggghhhh!

     12th July. I finished my part time job eventually. 3 weeks passed too fast and I can now start to enjoy my holidays! However, things don't go smoothly as what I thought. Something is happening now and I totally hate it! Not going to facilitate in-depth of this topic.

     Well, I use to think at late night. Perhaps, alone can always make me to think wiser since there is no distraction from others. What I meant was, I am a person who is distracted by others easily. Once there are noises around me, I couldn't focus at all. So, I like to think when I'm alone. I would like to think of my future. What should I do to make my path easier to go through? What should I do to guarantee myself a bright future? A good results could never be escaped from my answer. I am not a person who only stresses on education. Attitudes mean a lot for a person's characteristics too. However, education is vital in our lives now. Without a qualified cert and high education level, we could not find a good job. Definition of a good job is a job which provides me stable economic status to support my daily life. I am truly understand what kind of life I want to live in the future. Thus, I promise myself I will get what I want for sure!

      Moreover, I did fail myself once during my STPM. I experienced failure at that time and it was utterly awful. Hence, I told myself, I will not experience it again no matter what. I don't want to be failed again. BUT, I would never regret taking Form 6. Because of Form 6, I met lots of friends who brighten up my life :) They made me become more out-going and brave enough to express my opinion. 1.5 years were worth for taking Form 6.

     It is 2am right now. I should have go to bed now but thinking makes me feel more energetic. Sigh. What should I do to make myself asleep? Why time passes so slowwwwwwwww again?! My mood is so bad now, I feel so suffering!!!!!