Today, 3rd of July. It is already 40 days after it happened. Being honest, I still couldn't get myself from not thinking about it. Sometimes out of a sudden, I would think of her especially the moment before I slept. Po, you left so much memories to me especially my childhood memory. Once I saw moths now, I will think about you. There is a moth always stays in my house, I do hope so much that it is you. Then, I can still see you anytime. I didn't accompany you when you was hospitalized until you passed away. I felt so regretful. I never thought of writing this post as this is my very personal feelings to you. However, there is a funeral opposite my house tonight. The 3 same nuns the family hired for the funeral process. Your funeral appeared in mind automatically. If could, I wished I could hug you once more. I know I should let myself go. Po, even I don't mention, it doesn't mean that I do not think of you anymore. You're always in my heart. You're irreplaceable for me. I promise I will be strong and take care those who I need to. I love you, Po.
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